and I still feel horrible about it. In fact I blame myself for his death. maybe a week even less than a week before he died, he was contacting me alot. Unfortunetly I'm a horrible friend and was ignoring him. I'd say once a day he send a text that would say "hey whats up buddy?" or "Doing anything tonight?" and I never responded. It wasn't that I didn't want to hang out or anything but thats my way of saying I don't wanna do anything tonight by not responding. Maybe he tought I hated him? Maybe thats why he killed himself?