Why am I all of the sudden wanting to cut? Like, I was fine. Sure, I had thoughts every now and again of cutting, but they weren't actual urges- more of a reminder. Now I have the urges again and I like the idea of committing to it. I'm just scared that I won't be able to stop. I am doing so much better these days. I don't want to drag myself down again after all of this hard work... but the urges.