It's been so long

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Murdoc, Aug 5, 2015.

  1. Murdoc

    Murdoc Member

    Iv been depressed for so long. Iv just gotten used to the dull dead everyday. The constant hatred of my existence. The empty feeling I have to bare through everything. The crushing weight of my own fucking failure I call my life. It's been so long since I had a positive outlook on life. It sucks
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I do hope you have support to get you through the days that are so hard to get through. I hope you have a good therapist
    sorry you are so low
  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    It helps just to let it all out and know someone is listening,cares and understands. I am really sorry you're suffering,it's never easy, I hope things improve soon x
  4. AAA3330

    AAA3330 Well-Known Member

    I'm sorry that you're feeling so badly. It's been a long time since I have been able to have a positive outlook as well. I used to cherish life, but with the way that I feel now, I've come to hate it. I never thought about suicide before and now I think about it all of the time and it really sucks.