Ive been depressed for around 8months now. Some of you may remember me from the past when all this started.. most not. I have been in a state on denial the past 5 months and it has been all that has kept me going till now... But I cant deny what is happening to me anymore... I feel that my life is now over. Everyone I love is gone, moved on with their life and the initial "Let me help you" has now worn off. I am on medication and it does help... But now i feel I am dependant on me (Some type of Prozac). I cant sleep anymore... I am always trying to keep myself busy so I dont think about this... but now its been to long. I do not know if I can carry on with everything for much longer... I know that I am not at the end of this problem and it will get worse.... I guess what I am asking here is for some help. I dont even know what type of help I need... But i do not want to use suicide again as it just made things worse... not just for me but people I care about.