I am losing it. It is either i cut myself or i commit suicide. FOR NOW i am just cutting. Nothing to serious right? I have cut myself before. My school teachers saw them and sent me to the councelor. I told them what happened...that...i did cut myself. He didnt take me seriously. I even told the nurse when she asked what happened. At that time, 2 years ago, I had just simply snapped and cut myself. They counted them and I had a total of 45 cuts on my arms. Now i find myself doing it more often. It seems to be the only way i can end the pain. Squizing ice, and snapping rubber bands against my wrists dont work. I am and have been, i guess you can say "immune" to those things.