I've been into suicidal thoughts my entire life, but I don't get how is it that when I'm at my worst stage and the only thing that keeps me here is my cowardice or I'm severely depressed -I mean depressed, not just sad- and I want to cry at all times, no one notices it. Nor when I get my eyes red and tears occasionally arise, nor when I get isolated and don't eat or talk for days. Never. It's funny I guess... Or maybe they just don't care. Who cares anyway. Do people realizes when you're in there?