it's gone

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by frantic, Nov 20, 2012.

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  1. frantic

    frantic Well-Known Member

    that wonderful calm peaceful feeling i had for a month is gone.

    i'm sliding back into the depression.

    i'm thinking about ending it all again.

    i came very very close last time, almost succeeded. last month.
     
  2. NYJmpMaster

    NYJmpMaster Have a question? Message Me Staff Member Forum Owner ADMIN

    You need to call or get back in touch with the psyche people and let them know what is going on. It is the most common thing in the world to feel good for a short while after and then fall back into the depression. The point is you feel happy you are still alive on some level after an attempt but after that dissipates you find not much has changed. Until you are able to start making some of the needed changes it is a very repetitive cycle. Sometimes the changes are physical ones - to change problems and situations, sometime it is just a concerted effort to change our own attitude and way of looking at things. Please let the psyche people help implement a plan for this.

    Take Care and Be Safe

    Ben
     
  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    HI hun i know that feeling i had it too the calm and peace. You can feel good again hun you can but you need to talk to your doctor ok . Do it now before you slip deeper hugs
     
  4. frantic

    frantic Well-Known Member

    seeing my pdoc next week. no money for the copay for t.

    i'm falling
     
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