its hell being traumatized

Discussion in 'Rape & Abuse' started by doublemole, Aug 30, 2006.

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  1. doublemole

    doublemole Member

    Anserw to the previouse poster. Its hell being trumatized. 15 years or more my step-dad beating mum and great gran. The threats to kill the screams, my brother who brought a girl home. You guess the rest!?? Left alone at 6 years old on a night.

    I was told to kill my own step-dad, I nearly did. Stopped in my tracks by authority. I Have BPD and a form of post turamatic stress.

    Never be trumatize if you can help it beacuse this shit never leaves u!!!
     
  2. silverflash

    silverflash Well-Known Member

    I know what you mean. I live with being traumatised 24/7 and it is hell.
     
  3. rachypooh

    rachypooh Well-Known Member

    Traumatized is the closest thing to hell, if it aint hell itself. I know all to well what you are talking about. It is so hard to handle at times. I too have BPD and PTSD, not fun to live with.
    Ever want to talk, PM me coz I am here for you.

    Rachy
     
  4. Manically Depressed

    Manically Depressed Active Member

    I also have BPD,and I agree it is hell to live with. My description of it is "A roller coaster ride of moods and emotions to hell." I believe this description to fit the illness very well. And as far as being tramatized,yes I have been through a number of things Im not proud of in my lifetime. But I cant change the past.
     
  5. Montage

    Montage Well-Known Member

    i have BPD too... hellish indeed..... its hard to find ppl to even give you a chance....
     
  6. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    I relate to what you are saying as well. Surviving trauma is not a choice I would make if given the option. It would have been so much better if..........
     
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