It's horrible

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by JustSam, Aug 9, 2009.

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  1. JustSam

    JustSam Well-Known Member

    but I wish cutting could do what it once did for me.
    It doesn't.
    I keep trying and it doesn't.
    I just consistently feel like shit.
    Because I'm a stupid whiny fuck who should honestly get killed in some ridiculous way.
    Like by myself maybe.
    But I can't.
    Anyway, i keep trying to go deeper and it doesn't work.

    I haven't for like a week.
    I was gonna stop.
    Now I don't think so.
    I'd rather try again.
  2. Bambi

    Bambi Well-Known Member

    aww I am so sorry your in so much pain...I used to self harm and know what you mean about it losing its effect that is why I hope you don't continue to do so and can find relief in other ways and release from the pain that drives you to hurt yourself. It truly is like an addiction in that you keep looking for the high you had before.
    Are you seeing a therapist about this?
    You can PM me anytime as I care about anyone that is this kind of pain.
    Hugs B
  3. Rose24

    Rose24 Chat & Forum Buddy

    It isn’t unusual for cutting to stop working, what happens is that the receptors which pick up the endorphins desensitize because you’re constantly bombarding them. You need to stop hurting yourself for a while, new receptors will form and work exactly as they used to, though you need to stop hurting yourself all together dear. Sorry that you’re hurting so badly dear :hug:
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