every day feels like a struggle! living at home with mom and aunt both are sisters and they get into fights often...ecspecially when my aunt is critizing me about not having a job and not trying to get one....HELLO!!!!!!!!! im doing the best i fucking can! i have applied for more jobs then i care to count and not one of them is intererested in hiring me! and after my aunt says something my mom trys to defend me but that only leads to a screaming match. ontop of that...constently being stuck at home cause im to far from town to walk to otherwise i would...since i don't know how to drive. it feels like i literaly have nothing. i have walked out to the forest area around my house and seriously wanted to kill myself there...i just....i can't go on living.....everyday its the same old shit and im sick and fucking tired of it...no friends no gf no nothing......i feel so alone in this world. i just want it all to fucking end!!!!!!! i can't take it anymore!!!!!