I know that I can always come to this site, and people will try to help me, and it's nice to know that people still care. It's too bad that the people I'm actually around all the time wouldn't care if I died. It's just hard to remember that I do have support, and hard not to hurt myself when I feel so alone. Maybe people from this site would care if I died, but I know that people in my life would be relieved and happy. So it's hard for me to find any reason to stay alive any longer.