And I feel like dying! I thought that the Suicide Forum happy birthday email was funny. I was just lying in my bed, killing time... Wishing I could kill myself right now, except my brother's birthday is in three days and I don't want to ruin it for him. When that's done, I will allow myself to try again. Until then, maybe I will fall under the illusion that my life is great again and quit thinking about it for a while. It's always like that. No one knows when I'm feeling suicidal anymore though, so no one can interfere. PS: What's up with that Life.Space thing?