Has anyone been abused as a child and then raped as an adult? it seems that there is something about me that allows it to happen. my old man - 4-6/7 - sa he's step son - 7 (but only 3 weeks during school holidays) - sa family friend - 8 - 14/5 - sa & r my ex counsellor said my step dad sa me i disagree. 2 lads at 15 - r 1 lad at 18 - r 3 lads at 21 - sa/t 1 lad at 26 - r 1 lad at 26 - r 1 lad at 27 - s/att 5 lads at 28 - s/att how can it not be my fault? I've been physically abused from my brother for 20 years, I accepted it until last year. my nan was emtionally abusive and my ex counsellor said something she done would be seen as se* abu* its disgusting. i'm female. se ehow disgusting i am. if you want to hurt someone hurt me, i know that's alll i'm good for. I will be dead soon anyway.