Exercise, Dieting, Confidence building. It's never enough, even when I start to feel good about myself it only lasts for a few moments. So many things weaken my confidence. Even things that shouldn't. Seeing a guy who is more muscular than I am. Seeing a guy who is very fat with an incredibly attractive girl. And sometimes just getting looks from people. I was told by someone I used to consider a friend "if you don't like what you see, change it". Well you can't change from being a true freak.