It's not easy to post in the suicide part of this forum... Although this place is called 'Suicide Forum'; how are we supposed to help all the time without being triggered ourselves? We all want to die. We are already questioning why we're living and I can't be there to help other people in that area unless I'm stable enough to actually say something positive to help. So, I stay in the other parts of the forum. I click on polls, I post in not-serious threads and try to stay distracted by things that do not remind me of suicide. I'm sorry if you think that means I don't belong here. I'm sorry if it frustrates you; but not everyone is as strong as you are to help people ... Also; I can post something stupid in one thread and STILL manage to message someone about 'staying strong'. Just because we're not talking about it openly, doesn't mean we're no trying to help in our own way and it doesn't mean we're ignoring the issue of someone who is trying to attempt right at this very moment. If you think no one but you is noticing, you're wrong. And sometimes, there's nothing anyone can say... A person sometimes has to go away and cool off awhile before they'll be okay, so even forcing your words on them will not be helpful as immediate relief. I'm really sorry. I wish I could help but it's hard when I would rather just sleep and not wake up. It really takes away any sympathy I would normally have for another person- for any person who is in the very same situation as me. So, I'm sorry... and I'll leave if that would be better.