Its not fair

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by Cariad_Bach, Mar 26, 2012.

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  1. Cariad_Bach

    Cariad_Bach Staff Alumni

    Its not fair that life always proves me right.

    It doesn't matter what I do I always fuck it up eventually. No wonder! Why would anyone want to spend time around me?

    I don't deserve to be happy. I don't deserve to have what I want. I know that. Why do I let outsiders convince me otherwise?

    Why do I listen to them that this time its different? Why do I let myself yearn, and start to believe.

    It will always be taken away again.

    I will always come back here again. I want it to end. I want to end it.

    But I'm trapped. I'm so fucking trapped here. I want to get out but I've nowhere to go.

    If I wait a bit longer, will it get easier to leave? If I can mke it look like an accident, will it be easier to reconcile?
     
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry ADMIN

    What happened? Here if you feel like talking.
     
  3. windlepoons

    windlepoons Well-Known Member

    What has happened?
    You can always text if you want to.

    Please talk to us. How have you been proved right?
     
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