Its not fair

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by Cariad_Bach, Mar 26, 2012.

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  1. Cariad_Bach

    Cariad_Bach Staff Alumni

    Its not fair that life always proves me right.

    It doesn't matter what I do I always fuck it up eventually. No wonder! Why would anyone want to spend time around me?

    I don't deserve to be happy. I don't deserve to have what I want. I know that. Why do I let outsiders convince me otherwise?

    Why do I listen to them that this time its different? Why do I let myself yearn, and start to believe.

    It will always be taken away again.

    I will always come back here again. I want it to end. I want to end it.

    But I'm trapped. I'm so fucking trapped here. I want to get out but I've nowhere to go.

    If I wait a bit longer, will it get easier to leave? If I can mke it look like an accident, will it be easier to reconcile?
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    What happened? Here if you feel like talking.
  3. windlepoons

    windlepoons Well-Known Member

    What has happened?
    You can always text if you want to.

    Please talk to us. How have you been proved right?
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