I've been severely depressed and until recently I didn't tell anyone how I feel. My longtime therapist was disappointed with me after finding out what I've done. As for me, I just never thought it was important. So, I'm depressed? My doctor already knew my compulsive behavior. I had kept my suicidal actions to myself. I don't know what lead to her asking me, but I was surprised by her reaction. Anyway, I still don't know what this will do to my therapy, but my doctor is more direct with questioning. As for me, I don't understand why my doctor would be reacting to this. Isn't psychaitrists trained to not react to talks about suicide? I did talk about this awhile ago. Ok, I'm suicidal and I don't feel it would make a difference to talk about it. So I don't like my life. If I wanted to be saved, I guess talking about it would be the right thing to do. I'm not ashamed to admit that I have specific plans to kill myself. Therapy is just keeping the hurt and pain down, but it doesn't make my physical issues to go away. There is only one way to deal with that.