My problems don't matter, because there are people who have worse and 'real' problems. I'm ashamed I get affected so easily. I feel like this shouldn't have happened. I find it so hard to tell my problems to anyone. Because my affairs of the heart is nothing compared to everyone's problems. And I'm weak to get so affected by it. It's so stupid of me, I feel like I'm over dramatizing this whole situation. Getting depressed from this is such a joke. Relapsing is such a joke. I'm such a joke.