It's not the answer.. That's why we're all here..

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Writcherd, Feb 7, 2012.

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  1. Writcherd

    Writcherd New Member

    The background is so incredibly extensive, not even sure where to begin.. It's literally one of those times ya could go back to about age 2 (and no, not in the sexual sense for those curious).. But we're not doing that tonight.. Just time to breathe..
     
  2. BigTomTooToo

    BigTomTooToo Well-Known Member

  3. Writcherd

    Writcherd New Member

    I have never found it easy to say what is really on my mind, and troubling so.. I'll start here..

    I.m currently 29, and quickly approaching 30

    At age 2, I was diagnosed with mild Cerebral Palsy. Had my first major surgery by age 3, and at least 7 by age 14.

    On top of being in and out of hospitals and clinics, I also grew up in a very abusive home. Physically, Mental and Verbal.

    I do hold down a full time job, Never miss a beat. However, after 23 years of using crutches... I am physically and emotionally drained.

    My thoughts are getting worse, and I know there IS a better solution.

    I was absolutely appalled when I called the hotline, only to be given another number, which then gave me a series of numbers in my local area.The lady on the other end of the phone tells me not to worry, They will "allow" me to pay on a sliding scale" Lady... If I had the $ to seek professional help... I wouldn't be calling you at 2 am.

    I'm very thankful to have a place where I ca openly discuss my thoughts, and hopefully get myself back on track..
     
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