You dont know me. And lets face it, I dont know you. We're random stranger that converse...lets be honest....hardly EVER if at all over a site we found on the internet. About what do we talk about? Thoughts of suicide....who better to understand us then people exactly like us... it makes sense and i totally get it. But its not working for me. Maybe its because I hardly ever log on or maybe its because no one really DOES talk to me and when I talk to them its like talking to myself because the chances of a reply are slim to none. A reply even on this would be....welcome...but isnt actually necessary since I know and you know...that youve probably stopped reading by now anyways. There are some ppl in the world that just are not meant to be here. Are not meant to be cared about....or loved....or even noticed. I am one of those people. I love more than I can express but...there is only so much love one can give without love being returned before they go crazy and i guess that Ive finally reached that point...or maybe Im finally sane....I dont know know but I do know that I dont think I can do it anymore. Perhaps I'll go knocking...and hope its heavens door. Goodbye.