Well recently I've been trying to get out more and hava a positive attitude. I was talking to this girl I used to know on facebook. She says she misses me and wants to chill like old times. I finally think maybe things will go good for once so I say ok and give her my number and ask for hers. She hasn't written back since. Which means deep down inside she never wanted to hang out. Its pretty obvious why since I'm F***ing worthless. It seems like this always happens with girls and with life. They say life has ups and downs but I see only downs. I could accept the downs more if once in while ONE UP WOULD COME!!!!! but it doesn't my life will always suck.