It's ok for me to be treated like shit. My feelings don't matter. It doesn't matter if I kill myself cos it'll be my own fault. It was my fault I was abused, it was my fault I was bullied, it was my fault I was hit. I'm nothing and it was all my fault. People can say whatever they want to me, cos it must be my fault. I must've done something to make them be so nasty to me and they're only doing it for my own good. Yeah hit me to make me see. Hit me until I realise I'm worthless. You're the good guys and I'm nothing compared to you.