It's ok for me to be treated like shit. My feelings don't matter. It doesn't matter if I kill myself cos it'll be my own fault. It was my fault I was abused, it was my fault I was bullied, it was my fault I was hit. I'm nothing and it was all my fault. People can say whatever they want to me, cos it must be my fault. I must've done something to make them be so nasty to me and they're only doing it for my own good. Yeah hit me to make me see. Hit me until I realise I'm worthless. You're the good guys and I'm nothing compared to you.
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Mal, I don't know what to say to you, I know I can tell you none of that is true till I am blue in the face, but you won't believe a word of it.....
So all I can say is, I don't believe that is true and remind you that I care about you, you are just as good as anyone else and if you want to talk you know where I am..
So all I can say is, I don't believe that is true and remind you that I care about you, you are just as good as anyone else and if you want to talk you know where I am..
If it's not true why do people make me feel like it is? And why do others act like it's ok for them to do that? But you know what? It is ok, I'm the SF punchbag. Feel like shit? - take a pop at me. It'll make you feel better and there'll be no consequences cos I don't have feelings. Isn't it fun to see me break? Laugh as I slash my wrists. I'll be fine and you can do it all again tomorrow.
Everyones so sad.
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none of that was your fault mal, it really wasn't. i was bullied, is that my fault? if a friend was bullied would that be their fault? no. so its not true for you sweetie. not your fault some people are just cruel..
as for chat, you are not a punchbag, and dont deserve to be treated as one by anyone. if someone upsets you, tell them. maybe they arent realising it. here if you ever ever need a chat
as for chat, you are not a punchbag, and dont deserve to be treated as one by anyone. if someone upsets you, tell them. maybe they arent realising it. here if you ever ever need a chat
Mal, you did not deserve abuse as a child, as an adolescent, as a young adult. It is not your fault that someone chose to do what they did to you. It was there decision. Their wrongdoing. As for being the SF punching bag. I do not agree there at all. I value your input and your contributions here on the forum. There will always be those that don't agree with what someone has to say and each time you put things in writing, it opens up that possibility. Sometimes people do respond with words that can hurt. I am sorry if this has been the case for you Mal. Please do not take it to heart. You have the courage and tenacity that a few others lack. Thank you for being you. I happen to think you are pretty terrific. :hug:
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