Ive often wonderd how people can say that. "Its okay" im still coming to terms of what he did to me. and i know it will effect me the rest of my life. But annoys me more than anything in the world its people saying "its okay" NO its not okay! when he did to me was never okay! Just because it happened when i was resonably younge doesnt make it ok. it doesnt mean im going to get over it and move on instantly. im cursed with what happened for the rest of my life. you think its OKAY to call me a lier. You doubt me on my story. I was a little girl! i didnt know any different. You let him Take that And YOU let him abuse that. It wasnt you. that attempted to kill yourself. It wasnt You That got the blame when he did kill himself. It wasnt you. That woke up screaming Every Night with Nightmares. It Wasnt you That feels dirty.. I cant Believe You KNEW. And All them Years You let Him Abuse Me. Your just as bad, Your sick. and your twisted. Yet When i tried to come forward move on with my life. You called me a lier. You made out your husband was perfect. You made everyone look at me with disgust, You made everyone believe i was living in a fantasy world. You made me out to be a homewreacking monster. And him the Wonderful farther of 2... hard working, You Hid His Confession You Hid That Letter Away. You Was To ashamed to Admit What he Did, You Was To ashamed to Care For Me.