It is only getting worse. Iv struggled with my mental health since i was about nine. Ive fought past abuse from my mom and dad. i started cutting at age 11. I was clean for 8 months, and i just relapsed earleir today. i feel like a total and utter let down. On that thought i probably am a failure.I feel like nobody actually heres me out. Forget about that, nobody even tries to listen. im lonely. does anyone care?