I don't really know how to put my thoughts and feelings into words at this point but I wanted for someone to know why I did it. I can't do this anymore I can't pretend that everything is okay or that I'm happy. No more will I have to work or pay bills. No more will I have to sit in traffic. No more will I feel like a failure. No more will I hurt anyone else. No more pain. It doesn't hurt I will fall asleep and never wake up. I pray that god will forgive me for my sins for I know not what I do. Goodbye.