I just realised something that my life sucks and it will never get better. Everyones goal in life is to make me mad. Nothing ever goes good and girls freaking hate me. Everytime this stupid girl always tells me she wants to chill but then when I ask for her number she never writes me back. I don't know if she is trying to piss me off or whatever but I'm thinking about telling her to stop F***ing talking to me if you don't like me. I tired of all the BS I know I'm not ever going to have a girl or do anything in life so I don't know what the point is? I think its time to just kill myself. later