It is over for me, I just can't do this anymore. I don't even know why, I can't even explain the way I feel, I can't tell you why I'm depressed, just every day I'm not feeling good. Why is it me? No one is like me, I'm tired of it, no one is fucking like me, and in the end who is going to care? If I don't take my own life I will take someone else's, and I don't know how that's going to make me feel. It's killing me to say this but I have to tell myself that it's true but I think I need attention, but I don't know what attention, I don't even know how or why I need this, but I have this horrible desire to have the perfect image and to make myself look good, but then I look in the mirror and every time I do it I end up here. No matter what anyone says on here you can't change the way I feel, and that's why it's over, the human mind in this one is screwed, plan must be aborted, that's how the situation is from 3rd person.