My abuse has finally stopped, I'm 28 and abuse is all i've known, since I can remember (3 or 4) I have been abused....now I feel empty. Like there's nothing left. Now what happens? where do i go from here? everything I know is over. I've even gone back to my abusive ex..just so that i can feel..I know its not right and I shouldn't have but yet there is this need, that I have that has to be abused, or hurt, or what.
please can someone tell me where I go from here. Suicide is all I'm thinking about, I managed to reach out last nite as I sat there with pills in my hand (i can't say what, but I realise now how to stop myself from being sick, and letting the pills get into my system and end it)...but what happens, if I get myself in that state again but can't get hold of my friend...
please can someone tell me where I go from here. Suicide is all I'm thinking about, I managed to reach out last nite as I sat there with pills in my hand (i can't say what, but I realise now how to stop myself from being sick, and letting the pills get into my system and end it)...but what happens, if I get myself in that state again but can't get hold of my friend...