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Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by dontwannabeme, Jun 28, 2011.

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  1. dontwannabeme

    dontwannabeme Well-Known Member

    As some of you know i got admitted too the crisis ward last 2 months and im now left with a choice too die in there or die at my sisters place either way i will die i have asked for help but they refused even a private clinic refused me becouse of my bmi of 12-13 even eating disorders refused me as they dont wanna take the risk of me deing in there care....
    I stopped eating now all togheter and sadend life just wasent for me.
    It also saddens me that even if i finally die life will not change for the better for evrone off you :(
    The doc gave me 5 years too live if i stay at this weight...
    So thats that i guess
  2. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    I'm struck dumb :sad: There must be a unit that will take you, or what about hospital?
  3. dontwannabeme

    dontwannabeme Well-Known Member

    If i go too the hospital they tube feed me and it will take a year of that till they will take me + if i lose weight again ill prob get kicked out
  4. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    isn't it worth the chance that you can get better? :sad:
  5. dontwannabeme

    dontwannabeme Well-Known Member

    I was positive till i heard it will take 1 year till im out of danger and then still there will be the question if they allow me then i just had enough i even sh now and i feel still bad i just am so sick of always trying
  6. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Oh God there must be something that can be done.... I wish I could wave a magic wand and it would all come good :sad:
  7. LoveBeing

    LoveBeing Well-Known Member

    What if you don’t think about the future, just do what you can at this moment and live in the moment…?

    Your thoughts are only making you feel sad. Maybe you’d feel lighter without those thoughts? After all, thoughts are just thoughts…not helping you improve the situation…

    Sometimes we just have to face the reality and let life take its course…after all, we have nothing to lose by facing the reality…which is more simple than what the mind thinks of it…

    When the mind does not think negatively and consume your energy, your body may have more resources to draw on and get better…
  8. dontwannabeme

    dontwannabeme Well-Known Member

    Thats the thing i have bpd and more stuff but they just wont help me
  9. The Unforgiven

    The Unforgiven Well-Known Member

    leo.. babe you need to get help. we have to take the chance that you'll get better after getting admitted!..
    please be brave?.. :hug: :hug:
  10. dontwannabeme

    dontwannabeme Well-Known Member

    Ive been here for almost 7 weeks and its not going better ,
    If i have too be like a vegetable no ty
  11. Butterfly

    Butterfly Sim Addict Staff Alumni SF Author SF Supporter

    I dont get how tese places could refuse you? Especially the more specialised ones. They have a duty of care and they arw all breaching it!!!!! Id seriously consider getting a lawyer because they are refusing your right to healthcare. Hope things gets better soon xxxx
  12. dontwannabeme

    dontwannabeme Well-Known Member

    Thnx butterfly although a lawsuit is the last thing i would want
  13. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    Leo..I have been so worried about you..You never came on a few nights back..

    Please PM me..

    :( xx
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