Today, well yesterday on my lunch break, I was so sad and so miserable. I called 5 people no one answered. Then I called the suicide hotline. All I did was cry. I am not ashamed to admit, I was ready to sit by the side of the road and wait for a semi to come speeding down the interstate to pull out in front of them. Unfortunately for me, the suicide hotline traced my number, but the funny thing about it is my number is an out of state number so they went to my old address and my former employer. Then somewhere along the way, police officers showed up to my employer in the new state where I live now. In patient facilities are a joke, you are gonna "protect" me from myself for 3 days then send back to the same stimuli that got me here, what is the purpose of the "Baker Act" but then again, I don't live in FL anymore so god in heaven knows what the "commonwealth" laws are. It so sad, they contacted my brother back home and he called me, but when I got off work I went straight to the vodka and cranberry. God help me, I just don't want to see another day.
Its so sad
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I am so sorry for what you are going through. I'm crying as I type. I have no answer. I feel like I am right behind you. But I will fight. One thing I learned the hard way is that Vodka is never the answer and it is a cruel master. You never stop needing more. I know, when the pain is bad enough we want anything to help, but does Vodka really help?
Vodka doesn't help, neither does calling a suicide line. I conclude this after reading a post. Why should they inform police? They must have sent a volunteer to listen to your agony and offer you some comfort.
I am soooo sorry for you. You must be feeling very bad is it not? Never call the suicide line. Never go to vodka. Talk to someone who can listen like me, maybe, if you want to. It may help if you speak to someone. I don't really know but sometime some of my friends vet their issues to me and say that now they feel better. Maybe it helps to speak. However I can never really get to speak. :sad:
I wish you good luck to live and pm me if ever you need me.
I am soooo sorry for you. You must be feeling very bad is it not? Never call the suicide line. Never go to vodka. Talk to someone who can listen like me, maybe, if you want to. It may help if you speak to someone. I don't really know but sometime some of my friends vet their issues to me and say that now they feel better. Maybe it helps to speak. However I can never really get to speak. :sad:
I wish you good luck to live and pm me if ever you need me.
Vodka doesn't help, neither does calling a suicide line. I conclude this after reading a post. Why should they inform police? They must have sent a volunteer to listen to your agony and offer you some comfort.
I am soooo sorry for you. You must be feeling very bad is it not? Never call the suicide line. Never go to vodka. Talk to someone who can listen like me, maybe, if you want to. It may help if you speak to someone. I don't really know but sometime some of my friends vet their issues to me and say that now they feel better. Maybe it helps to speak. However I can never really get to speak. :sad:
I wish you good luck to live and pm me if ever you need me.
I am soooo sorry for you. You must be feeling very bad is it not? Never call the suicide line. Never go to vodka. Talk to someone who can listen like me, maybe, if you want to. It may help if you speak to someone. I don't really know but sometime some of my friends vet their issues to me and say that now they feel better. Maybe it helps to speak. However I can never really get to speak. :sad:
I wish you good luck to live and pm me if ever you need me.
I have called every doc in my network to see a therapist and every last one, I am sorry I am not seeing no patience. How am I suppose to get help when I reach out and no one is "accepting new patients"
I am so sorry for what you are going through. I'm crying as I type. I have no answer. I feel like I am right behind you. But I will fight. One thing I learned the hard way is that Vodka is never the answer and it is a cruel master. You never stop needing more. I know, when the pain is bad enough we want anything to help, but does Vodka really help?
what a crapy response.
what exactly were they going to do? stick you in a hospital for a week, how does that make life seem any more appealing.
Even though i would say you jumped the gun on wanting suicide, or if it was just another ounce of water going into the already unbearable bucket for suicide, i dont know. I hope you find that light in your life, the one thing that makes you happy, the one thing to fight for. :sad:
what exactly were they going to do? stick you in a hospital for a week, how does that make life seem any more appealing.
Even though i would say you jumped the gun on wanting suicide, or if it was just another ounce of water going into the already unbearable bucket for suicide, i dont know. I hope you find that light in your life, the one thing that makes you happy, the one thing to fight for. :sad:
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