I think Spring is my least favorite season. . .
I just want you to know, that I understand, or can hear all of your frustrations with the current events in your life, or the way in which things are going (that you do not want, or wish for them to be - going~ so!)...
I only wish, that I had some better understanding, or knowledge, rather--with your condition; such that I might be better able to guide you, or lend some 'guidance,' with some of these struggles, of which you speak. As it stands, I do not experience some of the problems that you do. And I have not encountered in my own personal life, any that do either. Meaning, my base or wealth of information, is next to null: or 'Zero!' in this way - I sometimes very often feel utterly "helpless~." to offer much beyond moral support, or encouragement. But I know that that only does so much. And sometimes, even less than little, or that-
If there was something I knew, to suggest to you, that would be of use -- believe me, I'd be offering it up to you now. For I hate to see you suffer. Any more than you already have. . . I can only say, or give to you my best regards, wishes and hopes that you can somehow find a way to turn it around. And steer the ship in the right (or more correct) direction! : ) For I truly to feel, that you deserve the best fortune, that can come your way, when it comes to rectifying some of the crimes, or at the very least, bad things, that have been done onto/unto you already. If for no better reason, that to help balance out the equation for you, in life...