It's the end

[very_depressed]

I am slowly dying. Desperate times require desperate measures. I have reached my desperate measures. The only hope I had left is gone, talking to my friend doesn't help, I don't think that talking to a therapist will help either.
I tried to kill myself last night, now I wish I had succeeded. It's all so very, very hard

 

[rachypooh]

I am so very sorry you are feeling like this.
But for one I am glad you didnt succeed last night in trying to kill yourself.
I do agree totally that it is extremely hard to live like this but I honestly dont think suicide is the answer to any of this simply because it is no sure way to know that all the hurt and pain will stop.
Try talking to someone on here, sometimes it helps to talk to someone you dont know.
Just my thoughts

Rach:seehearsp

 

[*dilligaf*]

we are all here ifyou want to talk
:hug:

 

[SteakAndChips]

I am sorry you feel so low. Talk to us if you can - it might help. Also, talking to a therapist might help - its worth a go - if it can help it is certainly better than death. We're here for you - many people here have felt very low - you will certainly find some understanding, support and help here :hug:

Love

GE

 

[very_depressed]

It's not that easy. It's been going for 8 months now. The stress and the pain has became chronic and I can't deal with that anamore. I have reached the point that I'm tired of trying not to kill myself

 

[silverflash]

I REALLY know where you are coming from.
All I can do is to send you a BIG hug.

 

[painsource]

I am slowly dying. Desperate times require desperate measures. I have reached my desperate measures. The only hope I had left is gone, talking to my friend doesn't help, I don't think that talking to a therapist will help either.
I tried to kill myself last night, now I wish I had succeeded. It's all so very, very hard

Please explain what the only hope you had was,maybe I can help.

 

[ace]

Hey there Vd would you like to elaborate on what's going on or has gone on with you?This year I went through another breakdown and have thought how the hell am I going to get out of this?Somehow I haven't attempted to take my life and have probably suprised myself.I'm still fighting so hard every moment while I'm awake,I have Bi Polar,Ocd and Bdd and have had problem's with anxiety attack's also.
I think I've probably suffered the worst I possibly could and still it get's so hard,and of course it is such a battle but I just keep plugging away.I don't know what keep's us going at times but something must be there,I certainly know what depression does to you and have felt the worst possible and still do.
Please try to open up as we're all ear's and can do the best we can to help each other.

 

[very_depressed]

For the last 10 years I have worked day and night, I've been only once on vacation. Now I'm broke and have a huge debt, I'm in the middle of losing my job and my friend (the latter due to depression), who gave me a lot of support through the last 8 months. I am alone and lonely. I thought about taking some pills last night but I couldn't do it. I didn't want my friend to feel guilty. Now I'm even more depressed and angry at myself. I JUST WANT TO DIE!!