How is it that your friends... Can see you in such pain. Tears in your eyes. And yet the just give you a halfhearted smile, or even worse, they just ignore it and walk on by. Not even a... How are you doing? Or a text or a call. Some of them just don't even care. That doesn't matter. What does matter is that it's going to happen tonight. Nothing violent. Just something to put me out. I'm cleaning my room, getting everything ready. And then... When the family doesn't notice. I will pass, hopefully... In 24 hours. Just wanted to say, it's been a great... Well... Not exactly great. It's been an interesting 17 years. My only regret is never having someone who ever loved me for me. I'm too lazy to wait. I don't want anyone. Goodbye everyone, and I wish you all the best in your lives.