i have decided it's time to just keep all my feelings of suicide or anything of the sorts to myself again. i did it for years and i feel like my life is leading straight back to it was better like that. just lettin' you know. take care
I can understand how you feel, i've been there myself, Insignificant.
Just know that i'm here if you do wanna talk sometime. I know we've never really talked before, but sometimes it can be a relief to talk to people that aren't as close to you. I'm offering my ear to listen to you and I'm sending you many virtual :hug: s :wink:
Well i can completely understand that aswell. When i went to have my 'emergency psychiactric' i held alot of stuff back and they just turned round and said i was fine. Didn't talk to my psychologist. Now it's got to the point where im gonna hide it from people on here aswell. I really wish i could say something to change your mind but that would make me a hypocrite. I can certainly relate to why you would want to stop talking to people about how you feel tho.
I respect your decision in wanting to stop from talking anout this all the time insignificant, but please remember that there may be times when some things do need to be out in the open. Not talking about things at all will only lead to more difficulties. Maybe try limiting yourself instead of completely getting away from it. You mentioned that you kept it bottled up for many years and you are fine. Is that really true? Three attempts and still feeling as you do now shows me that just maybe it didn't work to keep it all inside. I do know how you feel though and can undertand your reasoning. Oh, what do I know. Sorry. Only you can know what is best for yourself. Take care please. You are wanted and needed in this lifetime. :hug: