I can understand how you feel, i've been there myself, Insignificant.
Just know that i'm here if you do wanna talk sometime. I know we've never really talked before, but sometimes it can be a relief to talk to people that aren't as close to you. I'm offering my ear to listen to you and I'm sending you many virtual :hug: s :wink:
Ester x
feel free to PM me :smile: