This is it im not gonna fail this time. I just said goodbye to my little sisters it was the hardest thing ive had to do. i have at least a <mod edit-methods> in this house im gonna take every last one of them im sorry this is only a few posts after i joined but the time is right. im off, im leaving this weak pathetic body of emotions and pain. i hope you all find the right path in life <mod edit-encouraging suicide>or your own path to recovery. all the best ive not known you for a day but i feel like i could truley express myself here this was a great place to vist. Dont kill yourself find help it seems hopeless to me i dont even want to be here, but theres maybe hope for some of you just try it it i did and it failed i hope it suceeds for you. if my family and friends happen to read this im sorry but your life will be better without me. i love you all especially maggie its none of your faults so please dont be sad i have left a note to everyone it'll be taped to my hand. goodbye everyone. im really sorry but this is what i want.