It's time.

[c.u.]

It hit me today, I 'm exhausted, no more energy, I 've come close to this many times before, but now I 'm past the point of no return. To whomever has been laughing with my pain for 42 years: you had your last laugh with me.

My only worry is that I might screw this up, so I 've spent the day googling "successful suicide". I got some ideas, and I have 4 days to finalize this.

I 'm not leaving a note or anything, as no one cares anyway. I thought though that, I could offer a small piece of advice: please DON'T USE CREDIT, no matter how much money you are short of, or how lucrative and "easy" it seems, just don't take loans and cards, they only add up to whatever else is shitty with your life. I can't emphasize enough the importance of this, and the situations that debt can drive you in. So I guess this is my farewell note.

Please pray for me to do it right. Take care.

 

[Angelo_91]

You have 1 post, so it must mean your new. Think about why you came to this forum; im guessing you came here for support.. at least give it a chance?

 

[carol2237]

c.u.,

I hope you can find support and love in the following days that will give you hope once more. I take it you came across this site while looking for methods, and i am glad you decided to give it a try. Feel free to PM me at any time hun. gles*

Caroline

 

[touglytobeloved]

Just tell us why are going to do that. You have my support no mather what you will decide to do. I know you will make a right decision. If you decide not to post here anymore and go... Than safe journey and find the peace you are looking for... I wish you luck and be happy.

 

[gentlelady]

Why don't you stick around awhile and give us a chance to help you find some other options. I am glad you joined and posted. Please take care and stay safe. :hug: