To no prevail, I tried waiting for something good to happen. All I got is more shit. I am not going to sit idly by anymore, waiting on thought that maybe things will get better. I'm naive for thinking things will work out. I am done. I give up. Now as I lay here in bed, i only hope I will succeed, and there won't be a tomorrow. I hope that I am not that much of a screw up and fail at this too, the same way I have failed at life. I gave life my best, and it wasn't good enough. Good night everyone, and farewell.