Call me pathetic. Call me ignorant. Call me self-centered. Call me out on taking the easy way out I don't care. Trying to keep up with the couple of people I call 'friends' is too much now. It feels horrible to say but I can't be bothered. Every time we hang out or go out and do something it feels like I'm not even there. Like they don't even notice that they asked me to come along. They are never bothered to come out when I want to do something. Even if it's just for an hour. They're always busy. Only one of them is actually a friend to me whereas the rest just act like I'm a tag-a-long. I don't fit in. I don't feel like a part of their group at all. I've stopped looking forward to going out because I know I'll just be ignored again. I just end up sitting there quietly, waiting till everyone leaves so I can go home. If they don't want to talk to me or whatnot why can't they just say that instead of ignoring me?? It would save a lot of trouble. They've all known each other for years, whereas I've only known one of them for 2 years, the rest for nearly a year only. People say it's unhealthy to not have any friends...Is it really? Cause I feel like shit.