I dont really know how to explain it. Im having horrible ex boyfriend issues again. My friend is trying to hook up with him and hes flirting back. He keeps saying the most horrible things about me. And said "Go slit your wrists already you emo kid". I used to cut but i dont anymore. I just have the urges to because it makes me feel better, but then i think of the scars and having to hide it and how good ive been not cutting. I just want the thoughts to go away, the saddness.