why does there always have to be someone out to fuck me over? i was planning on leaving home and moving in with my bf, but now it seems they will take my benefit money away if i do.. now all i want to do is die. im a worthless sack of shit who sponges off the state and gets punished by them for wanting to contribute to the living costs. why can i claim money while living at home, but not when i will truely be in financial hell. it makes no fucking sense and i cannot cope with this. i have to leave home. but i cant. oh god..... i cannot live like this anymore.