It's very strong tonight

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Cariad_Bach, Oct 18, 2016.

  1. Cariad_Bach

    Cariad_Bach Staff Alumni

    I'm not sure I have any other words. The urge is really very strong. I feel so sad. I can't imagine that I will ever stop being so sad, in this situation.

    I should change it. I have the means and I've done it before.

    But I don't think I can. I don't have the energy to start again, again.

    I know it's the easy way out. I know it's the cowards' escape. I hate myself for it. But I don't want to live with this sadness.
  2. Brian777

    Brian777 Safety and Support Forum Pro SF Supporter

    Hello Cariad_Bach, I'm sorry you feel so sad, hopefully the feeling will pass soon.
    Take care my friend
  3. I’m so sorry you’re feeling that way. You don’t need to be hard on yourself. Remember that you’re precious and no situation is hopeless. Please get some help right away – tell someone who can assist you with how you’re feeling. A professional counselor would be in an excellent position to offer support and help you to cope with your difficulties. Hope everything goes well with you. Sending hugs & prayers your way!