People keep saying this to me. I'm digging myself into a hole, like i purposely want to feel like this. Why would anyone voluntarily push themselves down? Another thing is that its important to talk about it. But once you've explained the situation to your friends and family what else is left to say? After you spend a day crying in someones arms and they send you home, you cant do the same thing over again the next day. Its not fair on that person for a start. Admittedly, I havent sought professional help yet, but I have been through the process before and found it to be one of the most stressful things to do. Anyway girl commits suicide following breakup from boyfriend, could be the lamest thing ever. But my lack of coping with this scares me. What if someone dies, what if i get cancer, what if i get married for 20 years and the husband cheats on me. If i cant cope with this, there is just a multitude of other issues awaiting me to finish me off.