Hun i told you this on the phone, you can't just let this keep happening. You do things to please other people wether you want to or not. Thats not right. I know you said you don't care, and when i said you should it sounded like you got pissed at me, might of being because you was annoyed before you called me, i dunno.
It's natural to feel guilty but you gotta remember it wasn't just you, he's the worst for doing what he did. Like i said yesterday, if it happened it happened, not much you can do about it now. I know your confused sweetheart, its not suprising with that with whats happened in the past and recently.
Babe you gotta listen to me, you can't keep letting this happen, letting yourself be used like that, its just gonna confuse yourself even more. You say you dont care, well i DO! i don't wanna see or hear your being used by people sweetheart, it hurts. No one should ever be used in that way. If you hate sex so much, why let it keep happening? if you hate it you NEED to stop letting situations like that happening and not let things happen because you feel you have to.
You know i care about ya and i'm here anytime for ya, you know where i am if you need to talk, i even give ya permission to wake me up like the other night :wink: lol
Viks xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
(ps. sounded a bit chilly last night :wink: :rofl
hehehehehe :tongue: i was laughing so much when i came off the phone because of you lol :laugh: