I'd like to start this off by saying that I'm 14 years old. I'm going to die by my own hand. Eventually. Not today or tomorrow but years from now when I'm an adult. There are still some things I'd like to do in life before I do myself in. Not that it really matters. Some might call me crazy or perhaps a coward. But I don't care about what anyone thinks of me. I feel as if this is the most logical choice of action. I'm not even sure why I'm posting here. No matter how much support I'm given it doesn't seem to work. I'm in a constant state of depression and pain. What hope is there for a person like me?