This may sound pretty lame to some of you with bigger problems but, here goes. I met a man online many years ago as my marriage was falling apart. We started talking and found we had so many things in common. Soon we fell deeply in love. I knew from the start that he was my soulmate...my one and only. I'd never been in love like this before. We live in different countries 3000 miles apart but we still spent as much time online together as we could. 9 months later he flew over to see me and spent 2 glorious weeks with me. A year after that I went over there and spent 17 days with him but after he got a new job things seemed to start changing. I don't know what happened. He started avoiding me and talking to me differently. I truly though he was different from other men. He started out so kind and caring but all that changed. He could never explain what was happening so I tried to work it out with him and we were doing ok for awhile until this weekend. It started again. I would see him online but he would never message me or call me so I emailed him asking if things were ok? I know he's been stressed at work so I don't like to bother him too much. Well, this morning he messages and said we need to have a talk tonight. He's been chatting with another woman online and he says that says something is wrong with our relationship. He said I didn't do anything wrong but I know I must have for him to do this to me. I love him more than life itself and would give up everything to be with him. I can't stop crying and I can't stop cursing him and everything he's ever loved. I told him I hope she rips his heart out and stuffes it down his throat like he's doing to me right now. He says they aren't in a relationship but it still hurts so bad. I'm so confused right now and I don't know why I'm hating him so much. He knows that noone could ever love him as much as I do...he even admitted it. I just don't know what I've done to deserve this?? I want to die so bad right now. I can't handle this hurt. He's my one TRUE love. I'll never love like this again...can't even look at another man. They all pale by comparison. I want to die.