I dont know who you are, but I can guess. Like has been said, you arent bad or evil, and by cutting on your leg you havent betrayed anyone's trust... even if you promised them that you wouldnt cut, or if they said that they trusted you not to cut. Slip ups happen all the time. It doesnt mean anything other than the fact that its another chance to keep on trying and to see if you can manage a bit longer the next time. Take care. :hug:
TDM