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i dont no bout other people, and how theyu react wen they attempt suicide n fail, but i always feel lyk SHIT, n i hate it so much....
i always fink dat people judge me and shit lyk that...
las hospital admittion was on thursday nyt... i tried jumpin off a car park... n police saw me n called me an ambulance n ecscorted me there... which is bout 10 tyms worse coz people automatically judge u finkin u r trouble maker n al dat...
fank fully they didnt charge me coz of ma age n shit but i now hav 2 have pyschotherapy 3 tyms a week n report 2 some person every day...
its fuckin shit i h8 it so much...
people try n understand u but they neva do... coz they rekon u do it 4 attention or somethin.... well i dont...
i dont understand wot people want from me... i get so confused.... my next attempt wil my las attempt... as i WILL SUCCEED... the 1 fing dat i can succeed at...
i always fink dat people judge me and shit lyk that...
las hospital admittion was on thursday nyt... i tried jumpin off a car park... n police saw me n called me an ambulance n ecscorted me there... which is bout 10 tyms worse coz people automatically judge u finkin u r trouble maker n al dat...
fank fully they didnt charge me coz of ma age n shit but i now hav 2 have pyschotherapy 3 tyms a week n report 2 some person every day...
its fuckin shit i h8 it so much...
people try n understand u but they neva do... coz they rekon u do it 4 attention or somethin.... well i dont...
i dont understand wot people want from me... i get so confused.... my next attempt wil my las attempt... as i WILL SUCCEED... the 1 fing dat i can succeed at...