It shouldnt be this way but inget so.overwhelmed i cant handle thjngs. Work is good. For one of my jobs. This sounds like it shoukd be so easy. I have a good job and its hard and very challenging. Years ago i started a medical company and then left it. Over 10 years ago i left with a clear break. The company fell apart snd it was bought by a private equity group. They have gradually pulled me back in and its as though they cant even breathe without me. Every clinical project, every science decision, every intellectual property questuin waits for me. I have a full time job and im on calls half of every day answeing "just one more question".
I find myself wondering what would they do if i just disappeared or took my own life. At one point rhey had a major deadline and wanted my input and i skipped answeting the wuestion and they literally hired lawyers to file a continuance with the patent office just to wait for my opinion.
Im so tired and keep trying to be polite. Im at a point that im so overwhelmed that i dont want to be around anymore and i know hiw that sends me into spirals.
I find myself wondering what would they do if i just disappeared or took my own life. At one point rhey had a major deadline and wanted my input and i skipped answeting the wuestion and they literally hired lawyers to file a continuance with the patent office just to wait for my opinion.
Im so tired and keep trying to be polite. Im at a point that im so overwhelmed that i dont want to be around anymore and i know hiw that sends me into spirals.