5 years of hardwork at school and because ive let my stupid emotions and anxiety control me, 1 class is now the deciding factor as to whether I graduate at all. If I fail Im done. I wont be able to take the class over and I wont be able to come back to the school. Ive been given outs, assured that if I dropped out it wouldnt be the end of the world and id have support but thats not something I wanted. I wanted to prove that I could do it. And Ive failed. If I dont pass this class, 1 class, I dont see how Im going to make it in the world with a job or family. I dont have friends and Im only close to my mom. So when shes gone Ill be alone. I dont think I can handle that.